cherlee's Diary...

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
Everytime you leave
You slam the door

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on
The floor

Cause I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth
You thought the way you taste
Would get me high

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag
Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to
Say goodbye

Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging so why'd you kiss me on the mouth?

Don't you know that I...

don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away

No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you

I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take

You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away

Make me go away
Make me go away


ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lagu nya bener-bener menyentuh
hikzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

bravo to avril yang uda ciptaiin n nyanyiin nih fabulous songgg

UNWANTED
HIKZZZZZZZZZz

keki banged wa akhir2 ini

kenapa semua ga ada yg beres?
tugas banyak
temen2 pada berantem semua?

emang nya pada ga tau kalo wa khawatirin lo smua?
plis deh stop jadi orang egois
AND NGOMONG
MASALAH GA BAKAL SELESE KALO DIPENDEM

emang nya salah kalo mo liat lo pada seneng?

bodo lah
ga mau tau wa sekarang

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone

You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore

Don't matter what people say
I never did believe them
I know, I know they know everything
I’ll be alright by myself
And no one's gonna tell me I'm defined
Confined by love

Now our days seem strange
I guess my heart was bound to change

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

I never thought that I'd say
That I don't really miss you
I lived, I breathed your breath through me
Time has a way of passing by
Until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you

Love's pain has gone somewhere
And I'm finally hanging it there

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

Falling into, falling into, you're falling into history

I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you’re falling into history
I fell out, out of you and me
You're fading from view
And you're falling into history

I'll be alright by myself
And no one's gonna tell me I'm defined
Confined by love

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
right here forever
I know we were

and All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


another fabulous song by avril lavigne
maybe this song suit me well.......

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you


I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...


All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at
all


Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially


Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I’m officially...


It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missin’ you


baru dnger2 lagi kumpulan lagu
ehhh ternyata nih lagu masi tersimpan rapi di folder hahaha
kangen juga ma ni laguuu

AND TODAYYYYYY
I'M OFFICIALLY MISSING U......
la la la~~~

pada sakit perut plis
GEGE

Kemaren wa, cumay, encunk, james and septi ke lipo
rencananya sih mo nonton sundel bolong (james) tapi karena ada pelem barat akhirnya kami dihadapkan pada dua pilihan (cie ilehh) yaitu Bobby and Flawless.

karena tergiur sama pemain2 yang ada di "Bobby", ada Lindsay Lohan, elijah wood, demi moore, sharon stone, si hot ashton kutcher akhirnya kita pada nonton Bobby d.

sebelum nnton pada mo ke e-center dolo, biasa lah cari dvd n pas ditengah jalan cumay nanya pelem nya mulai jam brp ya dijawab jam 14.40 ma james, padahal tuh uda jam 3.
akhirnya kita ngebut ke 21 buat ngejer tu pelem, uda sepi tu teater2 and kita ketinggalan 30 menit.

ceritanya sih ok, tentang Robert F Kennedy and perebutan2 kekuasaan untuk jadi presiden gitu.
setingnya tahun 1962 n penuh intrik gitu deh.
elijah wood nya itu lohhh cakep bow, hohoho
akhirna 1 jam berlalu dan pelem nya tuh sumpeh ga jelas banged
sampe gw n ncunk serta septi ngintipin orang pacaran di depan n dipojokkan hahahaha
bikin iri aja tu yang pacaran
grrrrrr

tapi ada 1 yang bikin gw sedih :sad: yaituuuuuuu si elijah mati bow........ meninggalkan janda baru nya si lindsay lohan.

dannnnn TENG TENG TENG TENG..............
waktu pun berlalu dan pelem nya tu abizzzz

dan dari menyaksikan tu pelem
wa ada 1 pertanyaan yang belum terjawab sampe sekarang
yaitu.......................
BOBBY TUH SAPA??????

Layin' on the couch just,
hangin' with my boys
we're chillin' up the house tonight
I'm being myself
I'm nobody else 'cause
this is what we do alright
you'll always find

I'm not wearing any make-up,
won't hide who I am,
I'll be what I am
I'm just being honest with
my self once again
I'm my only friend

Kickin' off my shoes
I'm strummin' my guitar
I'm singin' songs about my life
if I could tell the truth
I'd tell you what I meant by
me, myself, and I
you'll always find

No more mirrors
no more vanity
give it all away for free
donate to charity
I am happy in my skin
I try, in my heart it's not the same
you'll always find

I'm not wearing any make-up,
won't hide who I am,
I'll be what I am
I'm just being honest with
my self once again
I'm my only friend

It’s amazing to see how life change, at least I’m amazed to see how my life changed.
From this little girl who cried when she was left alone, cried when she didn’t get what she want, from this little girl who cried until slept when she lost her grandma.
Now I think I’ve changed, I’ve matured, stronger even though I still shed some tears when things doesn’t go as I want, and I still cry for my grandma sometimes.
But I think things that will remain the same is this little girl soon to be women still struggle to find love.


I cant help it when I feel like I have nobody, like I’m the person that supposed to be alone for the rest of my life, person that cant be open up.
I want to find that love, you know the one that make me cant sleep, blushing when he near, when I think of him.
Make me to jump upside down after talking to him, make me want to give everything to him.
But the problem is I cant find him, maybe I don’t want to find him.
Because love sucks, love hurts, love is crazy, but maybe someday I will find someone who makes me think that love is the most beautiful thing in this world.