★ imsuppaCOOL's diary ★

[ 16.11.11 ]
woo buka forum pagi pagi dah dapet PM dari MAT :psurprise:
jangka waktu 10 hari . 30 user harus di analisa
berarti.. dalam sehari minimal 3 player di analisa .
okeeh, yuk mulai nyicil sambil makan :kngacir:

[ 17.11.11 ] The End of Us
no, it's not 'another-end-that-will-start-again' .
I mean, it's really the end . no more fall back .
why ? because, he cheated on me . sucks
and for this thing, I won't say thanks . I only said GLHF (Good Luck Have Fvck) to him
I thanked God for showing me the truth .
I know God not allowed me to have a bf with different faith .
I know God wanna give the best for me .
I know God loves me more than anything :pcry:
I know that was my fault, and I deserve to be punished .
thanks, God, you're so great :')

Efesus 6:11
"Kenakanlah seluruh perlengkapan senjata Allah, supaya kamu dapat bertahan melawan tipu muslihat Iblis."

[ 18.11.11 ]
I have to move on :pno:
just needs times, right ?
I believe I can .
ganbatte ! :pgrin:

[ 21.11.11 ]
wish someone could help me to get out of this situation :pcry:
I can't breath normally . feels so suick .
too much loving someone has a great deal at the 'end'
syittt

[ 22.11.11 ]
it's raining here :pehm:
and you know what ?
he already in a relationship last night
not with me, of course
and I cried, of course
I will try to let it be
I believe it's God's will
hope you always happy with her :pymile:

[ 23.11.11 ]
morning :pgrin:/
tumben bangun pagi :phihi:
hari ini mo coba pelayanan di gereja bagian LCD .
huahah~
ohya, barusan kan update status 'morning :D' di fb, eh ga lama, dia jg update .
dia update 'bikin kangen aja tu anak :D'
huaah gaboleh ge-er gaboleh gaboleeh :pno:
udah pasti itu buat cewe barunya :pymile:
tenang tenang . bentar lagi juga bisa lupain dia
harusssss :pmad:

[ 25.11.11 ]
wiii pagi ini mendung dan anginnya super sejuk ! :pehm:
tapi agak serem ni angin . not usual :psad:
gapapa deh jarang jarang :phihi:
mau kerjain tugas dulu dehh
masi ada 2 replay blom dicek :phmm:
see ya :kngacir:

[ 28.11.11 ]
it's been a week . I'm starting to forget him :powh:
he just added his 'new' relationship on his facebook .
but.. why do I still feel strange ?
did I still can't accept that I lost him because of her ?
oh c'mon :pmad:
must. let. him. go.

[ 29.11.11 ]
aah galau lagi :psad:
abis baca thread tentang hubungan .
asdasdasdsadasd

maybe it's not my month :pcry:,
but the next month will . can't wait for Christmas :pgrin:

[ 03.12.11 ]
good afternoon :bhi:
badan pegel pegel :perr:
kmarin main seharian wuahah
dan diakhiri dengan game aneh > http://www.adotaparser.com/dota-replay/284213
udah terdesak, akhirnya menang dengan cara agak licik wkwk
gabisa pake doom :psad:
random yg kurang beruntung . hiks
btw, kmaren ada someone yg.. nyatain.. itu..
aduh galau~

[ 04.12.11 ]
YTF Christmas is now available on iTunes !
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv...gy5ro1_500.jpg
Ryan Higaaa :plove:
but i don't have any i-things :psad:
how to get them without i-things ? :pmad:
in here, i need to pay :pcry:

[ 09.12.11 ]
dah lama ga nulis disini :pehm:
barusan.. liat twitter .
my besties made a plan to go somewhere, but I didn't know .
am I being left behind ?
envy ? maybe..
just because I'm not going to college, will I get no friends here ? :pcry:
poor me :pymile:

[ 12.12.11 ]
I hate this day :pcry:
:pone: pengen nulis kalimat itu doang tapi rules disini gaboleh :psad:
minimal 4 baris getoh
*sigh*
bad mood to the max~ :pmad:

[ 18.12.11 ]
today is another bad day :powh:
banyak amat masalah sih :pcry:
uda pusing masalah, gigi cenat cenut pula
swt bangett :pmad:

[ 23.12.11 ]
what a svck day
I must go to the dentist to pull out my teeth this evening
DAMN :pmad:
I'm scared of the doctor :psob:
I'm also scared to imagine how hurt it will be :psad:
someone help meee :pcry: