-[SuicIde NotE]-

[freezing_heartz]

As I look into your pitfall eyes...
I ask you to follow me
Follow me to another place
Follow me to another time
fade of existence with me

As we come into focus
Everything seems so outta place
So unplugged
So forgotten

As the blood seeds from my wrist
All I can do is watch your face in the Opate red Reflection
All I can do is close my eyes and feel your Magnetic eyes Shedding Tears onto my body

So I run
Run away from LIFE
Run away from YOU
All I can do is NOTHING

When I return from my day dream
I feel your Lips press'd against mine
Your hand stroking my back
The loud clank of metal
The GUNSHOT that tones the END OF THE DAYS

[greatzy]

jangan mati donk, kematian karena bunuh diri lebih parah dari dosa manapun..

kita hidup didunia ini di anugrahi sebuah nyawa yang suci oleh Tuhan, untuk dikembalikan suatu saat kepadaNya dengan utuh disisiNya dalam surga..

pendosa merusak jiwanya..dan masuk neraka...tapi bunuh diri adalah melecehkan anugrah terbesar Allah yang diberikan secara pribadi kepadamu..hidup terlalu indah untuk disia-siakan apa lagi dihancurkan

[ChocoLolita]

kinda scary kk..@____@

di poem diatas anda di kill gtu? @_@

[freezing_heartz]

@greatzy
Nda bunuh diri kk
saia cuma suka aj ma puisi yg kek gini

@Nydd
nda kok
ini critanya saia bunuh diri karna cinta

Lagi pula saia terlalu "chicken" untuk bunuh diri
I'm emo i thought
so beware (//_^)
emo kid is here
^^

[freezing_heartz]

In this SILENT NIGHT...
I cry...
I cry with bloody tears.
I cry with all my fears.

I cry in heart-ache and pain.
I cry while living in vain.
I cry with a torn soul.
I cry to once again be made whole.

I cry with cold weary eyes.
I cry in the mist of all these lies.
I cry and hold myself tight.
I cry all through the night.

Fate said "He Will Wields Its Knives To Cut My Thread"
I'm alone now i know
Never finding place such like this
Never feel pain such like this

Tonight is my last night
This is my last breathe
These are my last words

[freezing_heartz]

What a beautiful suicide


The night skies so dark
The stars shine brightly
Tonight I’ll make a mark

With a knife next to me
Alone in a room
How good will this be

I’d already planned
Alone in silence
Nothing could be more grand

I’ll have to no longer life a life
No hurt or pain
All it takes is a knife

I will be the GOD of mine
This is my end

[freezing_heartz]

This is the sweetest suicide

life goes on

just another day



blood pours out

of my open wounds


the haunting smiles

and heartless laughter



the pills are counted

the knife is sharp


the letter placed

my final breath


and now at last

i say goodbye

this is my Sweetest Suicide

[freezing_heartz]

I wish...
I could run and hide

I wish...
I could take away everything with me

I wish...
I will never feel any pain anymore

i wish...
I will never feel hopeless anymore

I wish...
I could fate of existence

no matter i go
my life doesn't seem worth it

all of this pain and suffering
nobody can help me

nobody knows the real me
i am actually miserable

all i have ever wanted
is to loved and accepted me

Everybody break me down
Look what you did!
I hate you
I really hate you
You broke me down
You Killed my spirit
I AM EMPTY INSIDE

[freezing_heartz]

I never feel what is happiness
I never feel what is hope
I never feel what is love

All i can feel is Loneliness
All I can feel is Hopelessness

Why??
Why i can never feel anything??

I always thought of giving up
I always thought of suicide

I will swallow this bitter pills
I will swallow my end with me

Tonight you will find me in eternal sleep
I'll never opened my eyes

I'll find happiness somewhere
not here...
Somewhere....

[freezing_heartz]

here i sit
at my desk
what do i write?
in my suicide note

now that you're dead,
I have no reason to live
what do I write
in my suicide note

the days are so much longer
the night so short
it would bring me to you
in my suicide note

no why bother?
no one would care
you would want me to live
but I can't
In my suicide note

in my suicide note...

[freezing_heartz]

If i die?

If i die will any1 miss me?
If i die will i be remembered?
If i die will they cry because im gone?
If i die will my best friend be there?
If i die will she care?
If i die would people change the way they think?
If i commit suicide will people judge the person that I was?
If i commit suicide will I get to see my sis because shes in heaven?
If i commit suicide will some1 blame themself?
If i commit suicide will my parents be embarresed to call me their son?

If no one will care so these are my words:
"GOD PLEASE KILL ME"

[freezing_heartz]

SO LONG

You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.

Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
you were my special friend,
A rare and special find.
you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.

[ChocoLolita]

wewww....

wogh..
naiz poem..
kinda scary too..@_@

[freezing_heartz]

Serem???
Wado...
Gimana ya??
Menurut saia agak sedih juga
Hahahahahahahaha~

[freezing_heartz]

Silver Sleep

A night I will commit
A most ungodly thing
I will commit suicide
With the poison I keep

A night I will commit
My last dropp of blood
I will commit suicide
Because you did too

I will commit my suicide
Tonight at sunrise, on the
Roof of Hell, I will commit suicide
With a poison of Silver Sleep

As I take the syringe
And fill it with
The one dropp of the poison
I begin to taste it before it touches skin

The syringe is filled
I place the needle in my skin
And I press the back of the syringe down
The silver liquid passes through my system

I feel no pain
I am now dieing
Lights show around me
As blood passes my lips

The one I love is next to me
But I can no longer hear his voice
My eyes close and I see only darkness
My commitment to suicide has been fore filled.

I dropp the syringe as I fall
To the city street below me
The poison from the Silver Sleep
Is now upon me forever.