-[SuicIde NotE]-

[freezing_heartz]

My...

I sit here by myself, thinking of you
I look at a knife, wanting to tear my heart
I look at your photo, i really miss you so much
Telling myself, frozen my heart will stop this pain

I turn the lights off, alone in dark
Reaching for my heart, make it frozen
I think of you, you don’t care
For the first time, I think of myself

I dig my heart,
Letting all of my memories of you, pour out
I can't love someone anymore, so I'll make a cut
A final cut on my heart, and a stab in it

At least i know i can't feel what is love anymore

[ChocoLolita]

serem yto kk...
haduh"....
bener" suicide note ia..@_@

[freezing_heartz]

Errr,,,
rada serem??
Wado gimana ya??
Tapi itu beberapa emang berasal dari hati ak nydd...
Hahaha
Tapi ak juga gk mo bunuh diri
takut buat bunuh diri saia
Hohohoho
Jd ditulis dalem puisi aja d

[freezing_heartz]

What a Cruel World

In this mornink...
I try to open my eyes

In this mornink...
I try to shake my hand

In this mornink...
Why I can't feel all of my body??

What???
What does the world did to me???

Why???
Why just only me feel this???

Is this my fate??
No one beside me when I need???

Is this my fate??
There isn't anyone love me???

Is this the end of me??
Struggle in this life but no one care???

I have done all the things i can
I have done what i must do
I always dreaming that i can meet my lovely parents
I never give up in this life

But why??
Why everyone dump me??
Why they hate me??

I never hate anyone
I never do things that make them hate me
I always want to help them

But why??
Why they think I always mess everything??
I'm so FU**ED UP
I don't know what to do anymore
I don't want to commit suicide
I'll never give up
I'll never give up to this Fu**ing life

I'll try to shine once again
for the last time...

[freezing_heartz]

I feel...
I can't find any happiness
in my whole life

I feel my...
my life is devoted to nothing, but...
pain, hurt, and loneliness

Every of my day...
is a struggle

Every breath I take is...
a fight for survival

All I can do is just keep dreaming
and...
Never give up to this world

[freezing_heartz]

Wah,,,,
nda ada yg comment
jadi sedih saia
Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

[masterferdinand]

bikinin gw puisi bunuh diri loe buat gw

isinya mengarah pada
1. rasa putus harapan
2. rasa dikhianati
3. hasrat akan kematian

3 hal itu jadikan 1
urutannya dari 2 ke 1 lalu ke 3
buat gw, soalnya mo gw kasih ke seseorang

ASAP ( as soon as possible )

<== tolong di klik sekalian

[freezing_heartz]

Errrr,,,
Ini mo di jadiin 1 gitu???
2hari lage jadi d
sabar yee...

[freezing_heartz]

U kill my heart once again...
U betray all of ur promise
U make me sick of all the promise we've made
I'm so fucked up

Don't U understand?
All of my life is specially 4 U
All of my heart has given 2
But why U fucked up everything?

Scream at me!
Mock me!
Kill me with ur LIES!
Betray me!
Hate Me!

Are those only thing U can do??
Now I curse all of ur beautiful lies

The way that i feel tonight...
So down...
Seems like...
I lose my breath
I lose my sight
I lose my heart
I lose my strength
I lose my way to go on
I lose a think called LOVE

I lost here with my depression
Alone...

Tonight,,,just tonight the only time
This nite I'll make a mark
With "Suicide Angel " beside me
With a Sharp knife next to me
With poisonous pills on my table
I'll try to reach my heart,,,
I'll tear it to make U see what's my life for,,,
what's my heart for

After U read this letter don't think U can save me
I've been screaming last night
Screaming happily coz,,,
I've left all the pain
The pain that U made for me
The pain that I kept inside

This letter made from blood that pour from my heart

Masi agak kasar kk
Klo blom berkenan tolong sampein yaaa
Nti saia bikin yg barunya lage
Yg nie bikinnya buru"pas di net soalnya

^^

[SenichiSaga]

lha..
bukannya bagus...
jadi bener bener kerasa hasrat ingin bunuh dirinya...
ayo kk... tingkatkan rasa ingin matinyaaa...
biar makin mantep puisinyaaa...

[freezing_heartz]

^
^
Tingkatin rasa ingin mati??
Errr,,,bnernya saia takut mati kk
Lom kawin saia
Masi punya cita" besar saia kk
Mo bersiin kali Ancol gitu
^^

Lage gk ada ilham...
Nti mo coba coret" lage
Hehehe

[d_uzz]

wah jago bikin puisi nih ts nya ^^

sekali-kali bikin puisis seneng donk..

pengen liat.

tapi yang bahasa indo yah..

susah ngartiinya gw

[freezing_heartz]

Neh Note dari temen gw sbelum dia bunuh diri :

Ma,Pa...
Ak tw ak salah ngelakuin ini
Ak tw ini smua gk bener
Tapi ak juga ngerasa jalan hidup ak gk ada yg pernah bener
Apa yg ak lakuin smua salah
Apa yg ak pikirin juga salah
Gk ada yg pernah bner....
Ak juga ngerasain kekosongan dlam diri ak
Ak merasa kesepian
Rumah ini gede banget...
Duit yg ak trima dari kalian juga sangat besar jumlahnya
Dalam 2 minggu aja dengan duit itu ak dah bisa ganti motor
Tapi itu smua hama Ma,,Itu hampa Pa...
Kalian gk pernah ada di rumah klo ak butuh
Kalian slalu beralas,,kalian cari duit buat ak
Tapi ak gk pernah butuh itu
Ak cuma butuh kalian
Ak kangen ma rasa sayang kalian
Ak pengen dipeluk sama kalian
Tapi kenapa kalian gk pernah ada?
Apa kalian lebi sayang ma duit daripada ak?
Atau kalian mo menghindar dari ak??
Tapi apa salah ak??

Ma,,,Pa,,,
setelah kalian baca surat ini ak dah gk ada
ak dah nyayat nadi ak
atau ak dah minum macem" pil beracun
Yg jelas ak dah gk ada di dunia ini

Kalian gk perlu manggil Ambulance
Kalian juga gk perlu manggil polisi
Kalian cuma harus panggil temen"ku aja yg dah lama slalu temenin ak,yg slalu ada di saat ak butuh
Sampein rsa truma kasih ak sma mreka Ma,,Pa,,,
Bayangkan Ma,,Bayangkan juga Pa,,,
Apa kalian gk malu sama temen" ak??
Mreka slalu ada buat ak
Mreka slalu hibur ak saat ak susah,saat ak jatuh...
tapi percuma mreka gk slalu bisa hibur ak
Karna ak cuma butuh Mama sama Papa
Ma,,Pa...
ak cuma bisa bilang trima kasih sama kalian
Karna kalian dah ngajarin ak hidup untuk menderita
Makasih ya Ma,,Makasi juga Pa...
Ak pergi...
gk sah nangis,,,Simpen aja air mata kalian buat duit kalian,,,
Karna kalian gk sayang ak kan??
Met tinggal Ma,,Paa,,,
Ak sayang kalian meskipun kalian membuang ak...
With Love _HERU_

PS:Sengaja ak bikin ini dengan tinta merah,,Biar kalian tw apa prasaan ak
Met tinggal

[freezing_heartz]

@^
@^

Err,,,yg bhs Indo??
Saia coba bikin d
Yg seneng??
Lom kepikiran kk
Wakakakakakakaka
Nti saia coba" bikin d
^^

[d_uzz]

itu beneran temennya bunuh diri???



ya ampun..

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turut prihatin..