why...

when others enjoy the beauty of the sunset
a voice arises within me, soon it'll be dark

when girls amazed at the beauty of flowers bloom
the wind tells me, fall will come, and all will go

when all feel the freshness of falling snow
i stand alone in my room
and from the window i whisper
it's freezing cold outside

even when gazing at the beauty of the rainbow
the past haunts me and shouts
before it comes, have u forgotten about the storm that blew u away?

i'm not the one i used to be
full of hope, welcoming the future with smile
and above all, i once believed in true love
i gave my all, heart and soul
for the one i thought will be
one soulmate nothing would separate

tell me the reason
for which u left and begone
should forever stay this question
"what am i do wrong?"

No more countless nights of tears
no more sweet words of love
no more gentle voice singing
all that's left is my heart, broken in pieces.

u used to take care of my pain
made me smile, made me laughed
no matter how dark my way ahead
u're like a candle, shining my way
ur shoulder is the only place
i felt comfortable to lay my head on

as for now, I walked my path alone
don't wanna lay may head to another shoulder
don't wanna take another hands to hold
completely alone,
a complete stranger in this supposed to be
a beautiful world with u.

I wanna have a rest
i'm exhausted and weak
i hope i'll never wake up again
let me stay on my dream
recalling my beautiful moments with u.

ILU, I always will~