Locked alone in this small room
Befriends with cigars and smoke
All I want to do is to write
An endless story of my life
A beautiful moments of children’s toying
All happiness and no pain
Everything seems so bright and new
Smiles shine and no blue
Rushing to youth, time flies
Friends share that moment of joy
Mornings to afternoons, homeworks and study
Evenings to nights time with family
Some are lucky enough
Having a happy family, together forever
Some don’t enjoy that treasure
Broken home, just have to heal themselves overtime
And I asked myself, what’s the meaning of love
Temporary or eternal?
I believed I could find the answer
As time went by
Yet, life’s so full of uncertainties
Sometimes we’re forced to accept what we don’t want to
For the good of another was my reason
I don’t have the right to cause someone else losing life.
To live for other’s smiles
Is that something I’ve to do time after time?
Can’t I choose my own path, my own happiness?
Till the day I found an angel
Whom I decided to live with forever
The one I give my only one true love
Never a change of heart, yesterday or tommorow.
Once again, other’s interfered
Gripped me with the so-called “reasonable” force
Which they called righteousness
My angel’s gone, spreaded the wings
Leaving me alone, broken promises
And the world once I imagined
Lost without a trace
Couldn’t believe the fact, I was paralyzed
For days I told myself, that’s just a dream
Wake me up, and my angel would still be here
But I realized, I would be in this dream forever
I lock myself in my room
Never try to wake up, I’m afraid of the gloom
No future left for me together with happiness
If future will hurt, I’d choose to dream, endless.
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