Joy: U r my everything, I can leave all I have, everything, to be with u.

Peace: So do my feeling to u, pls never leave me, u r the one i love forever.

Joy: U've known everything as I told u all my secrets, will u still be with me, will ur love unchanged?

Peace: Yes, I can't live without u. I'm urs, noone else will have my heart.


*Years passed, and every the end of the year, snow rain falls.

Delight: Since when did u start smoking that much? The last time I knew u, u hate it so much

Joy : Since the sun stopped shining on my days, and my life is shrouded by the coldness of the snow, beautiful but lonely


*Lay down on a bed, looking at the white snow rain through the window


Joy: Pls pass this letter to her, no matter what, u have to do this for me.

Delight: I don't even know where she is, tell me

Joy: I too don't know, sorry if it's too much of a burden

Delight: U r still a fool, as u used to be all this years

Joy: Yes, I'm. So sorry to hurt u until this very time

Delight: No matter, I'm a fool too


*The sun shines brightly, what a beautiful day

Delight: So sorry, I've looked for everywhere, but she's nowhere to be found. I give back this letter to u, may someday she reads it. I opened it to attach this plastic cover to protect it from the sun and the rain. I'm sorry, maybe it's my mistake to cause u this much pain. I know how deep u love her. Goodbye my love, I'll come again every year, just to be with u.
Rest in peace, my love.


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l
l Dear,
l I used to write poems about u all this time, but as for my last
l words, it seems I'm too weak even to move one finger.
l This lung cancer has spread through my body, and my end will
l soon come. Dunno what to write, as I can hardly think.
l Maybe this simple sentences can represent my feeling to u
l It nothing special though.
l
l From that very day, I change my shampoo, from "Dive" to
l "Vientiane". Smells so good, just like ur hair's. It's like u r with me
l on my hardest times struggling with this illness.
l Thank u and please forgive me.
l iLu.
l
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