DevLancelot Diary~~~

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bener2 dah banyak amad orang sensi ama gua.... di server gak bisa maen.. nah kebetulan net sepi dan di depan ada komp di depan... gw maw maen ayo dance bentaran sampe net rame... EH PAMAN BOS GW YG SOK NGATUR2 ITU MALAH TEREAK2!! EH ITU ADA YG MAO MAEN DI SINI.... gw tanya2 in 1 1 orang yg mao maen di sini siapa... nyata ny kgk ada... udah kepalang emosi gw bacotin aja tuh KAKEK KAKEK GOBLOQ, EH DY MALAH AMBIL BALOK MAO POKOL GW... DY KIRA GW TAKUT? GW BALIK TANTANGIN SAMA GUA... GUA BILANG POKOL SINI POKOL... LO KATA GW TAKUT? SAPA LO DI SINI? LO BOS GW BUKAN? GAK USAH NGATUR2 DAH.. CUKUP JUALAN MAKANAN LOE DI SINI... LOE DI SINI JG CUMAN NUMPANG ! dy diem trus dy telp boss gw... ngoceh2 apalah ke bos gw.... boss gw manggil2 gw.... dy marah2 dah bodo amad gw tutup aja langsung tuh tlp.. bacotin TUH KAKEK KAKEK GOBLOQ LAGI
" kLO BERANI LO JNG NGADU... LAGIAN LU ADUIN JG GW TAKUT? SURU AJA DATENG KE SINI PONAKAN LO SEKALIAN, BIAR GW CERITAIN GARA2 LO MABOK2 BANYAK USER KABUR ***** LOE"

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wah private gw donk.. bikin sendiri aj kk

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hari senin adalah hari yg paling beharga buat gw... hahahaha.. coz what? WOW... itu rahasia gw donk hehehe
pokoknya itu bener2 beharga..

19-11-07 ^^

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yap hari ini tepat gw 1 bulan jadian ama yayang gw... hehehe... yah.. lonely sih.. ^^ gak di temenin ama dy...

mungkin gw x yg egoisan hehehe... gw mau nya dy ada melolo... gw tau gak bisa begitu terus.. yg ada malah nanti dy terkekang.. --"

gw harus ngertiin dy.. gak bole nurutin ego gw...

apa gw salah???

letto oh letto... kenapa sih lagu lu bermakna banget sekarang .. swt d..


yah... semoga hubungan gw bisa awet... smoga Tuhan memberkati jalan2 gw, n jg jalan2 yg dy jalanin...

maap ya chayang.. klo u baca ini... gw gak isa terus terang secara langsung..
takut u malah salah pengertian nanti hehehe...

i miss u...

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Audition - You're Already Gone

Do-
You like the way it feels
When nobody will reply-
to your questions

Do-
You like the way it feels
Whenever you ignore me
Makes me wild, makes me crazy

I-
Don't like the things you do
Don't like what you become
Don't like what you do to me
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me on my own
Even though you're next to me
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me on my own
Even though you're next to me
You're already gone

You-
You think you know it all
You think you hold the key to life
And it's questions

But you-
You've got a lot to learn
Stop thinking of yourself
You're making me lose my head
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me on my own
Even though you're next to me
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me on my own
Even though you're next to me
You're already gone

It ain't a problem
It's my job son
Sweep the streets clean
Mix it up keep it mean

Best players in the frame up in the game
Think it's gonna change but it's still the same uh-

Still my pop caps the rocks-
Holds the pipsqueaks in smoky rocks
(You're already gone)
There's always time to fall on their face what-
Only someones will erase- yeah

You might think that you can hunt me down
Steal my jewels uh-
Wear my frown

But in the end yo-
Find the funk
Smoked out placed down in my trunk

If you'd all move to my plan
Things will work out fine-
Turn out grand

If everything works to my design
We all gonna be down and it's still all mine

I-
Can't take you anymore
Can't take the way you treated me
You make me crawl
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me all alone
Even though you're next to me
You're already gone

Feels so far away
Left me on my own
Even though you're next to me

You're already-
You're already-
You're already gone

You're already-
You're already-
You're already gone

You're already gone

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dah lama gak isi...


tp sekarang gw bete berat.. wakakakakakakaka

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aneh semejak kerja... di t4 laen.. berasa sepii hampaa.. kosonggg

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anjrit.. kemaren pulang dari kantor pake di tabrak segala.. sial kaki kiri gw terkilir.. sakit bgt.. tp sekarang gw ttp msk kantor.. soal nya panggilan complen buanyakkkkkkkkk wkwkkw nasip ye.. jadi teknisi itu.. iks...hmm hari kamis gw maw nenemin yayank ke lippo... harus... harus... harus... hehehe dah dolo yak.. pai2 diary...

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tae lah... enak kali denger nya... duh.. my deary maap ya.. gw isi sambil marah2 lg..
abis sebel banget denger gt.. bener2 buat gw kesel abis.. hahaha enak x denger nya gak mikir dy ckckckck

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So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now


But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better


But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever






moga2 ngerti ^^

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9 12 08

maap lama gk isi diary kuw.. dah berapa bulan nih eheheheh

ea.. sekarang dalam materi bisa di bilang gw udah memadai.. soal kepribadian gw mungkin dah berubah total.. hmm apa lg ya.. gw sih merasa bener2 ada yg kurang.. seperti sesuatu yg bener2 gw ingin kan.. kebutuhan gw... sesuatu yg ilang yaitu cinta gw kepada bulan... ntah knp gw bener2 butuh dy..

dy suruh gw cari orang lain... tetep saja gw gk bisa.. semua gk bisa kalo hal itu adalah yg memisahkan gw ama dy.. gw mw jadi yg terbaik bagi dy... sampai dy mengatakan bahwa gw yg terbaik buat dy

i love u so much my love... i miss u to come back to my life. bulan.. my sweatheart

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ahuahuahua asik seminar td.. gw yg bawa acara... ea.. hr ini g ke kost dede angkat gw gara2 nyasar.. asem!!!! gini nih klo orang tangerang yg diem di tangerang mulu.. cacad dah.. jln jakarta aja gak tw... surem...

ea di kost dd dududh gw ini surem... bisul gw di incer2.. RESE!!! awas kaoo tak ku balas nanti.. grrrrr, nah lho nah lho... bsk pagi kerjaan gw masih bnyk.. ohohoho ya dah.. segini dolo ya my diary...

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16 - 12 - 08

yeah, hari ini orang yg penting di hati gw sedang berulang tahun... yah gw sih dah tlp dy.. gw nyanyiin lagu happy b'day, sama jamrud selamat ulang tahun..
my diari.. sebenerna g pengen bgt ber 2 doank sama dy.. pengen bgt gw buat ulang tahun dy jadi bener2 special.. sayang ny hal itu gk mungkin sekarang.. hehehe orant tua mereka larang g deket2 sama dy.. menurut lu gmn my diary?

yah.. cmn bisa bgini deh.. berdosa setulus hati untuk kebahagiaan nya dy.. hehehe, God i hope she have a good day.. now and forever...

happy b'day bulan.. smoga panjang umur dah sehat sentosa..
happy b'day bulan.. aku cmn bisa ucapin ajah... sayang kita gk bersama lg..
happy b'day chayang.. aku cinta sama km kemarin.. sekarang dan selamanya..

hari ini... hari yg km tunggu.. bertambah satu tahun.. usia mu, bahagia lah km..
yg kuberi.. bukan jam dan cincin.. ato seikat bunga, juga puisi dan kalung hati... maaf bukan pelit. ato gak mw ngemodal dikit, yg ingin aku beri pada mu doa stulus hati....!!!

ya Tuhan.. berkatilah dy... dalam jalan2 nya dalam kehidupan nya dan jg dalam iman nya.. berikan lah kemudahan dalam menjalani segala hal nya.. ya Tuhan... saya memohon kepadamu untuk kebahagiaan nya.. perkenankan lah permohonan saya.. dalam nama Tuhan Yesus.. saya berdoa.. amin....
















hoppless... dev....

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I don't know since when I changed in such a cold-hearted guy.
I have to warm this frozen icy lonely heart to thaw.
I like being wrapped with warmness more then anything else for sure.
I'm gonna make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy

I let myself down that I'm more curel then I thought I would be.
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul.
I don't give my hear to no one cause I don't wanna waste my time.
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole.

Sarrow is what I hate but it's grown my sensations.
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions.
Peace is always by my side but I've never felt it once.
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance.

Well I'm scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'm scared to keep going on my way.
Well I'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death.
And I'll tell myself I'm special till the end.

Recalling my torn broken, aching heart of these long days.
And all the memories I wanted to forget for making leaps.
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me.
And I take all and grin at my future on the way.

sekarang gw sedih.. tp gw bahagia.. aneh memang... gw berusaha.. jadi yg terbaik buat dy.. dy mw gw jadi mapan.. jadi kaya dan juga sukes.. terlalu banyak masalah.. gw kerja siang dan malam.. gw gak peduli.. krn tujuan gw cmn untuk dy.. ntah.. apa salah gw. sekarnag dy udah pacaran sama orang lain.. lebih mapan dari gw.. bahkan dy lebih sayang orang itu dr pada gw.. and kesialan gw gak sampe di sana ajah.. ginjal sesuatu yg penting dalam organ tubuh.. yah krn gw terlalu banyak aktifitas.. sehingga itu membuat gw jadi kena gagal ginjal.. ginjal gw gk berfungsi seperti sediakala wahahahaha... god.. plzz. send me an angel.. to safe my tiny life.. momod.. gw butuh pengertian dari orang.. bolehkah saya minta ijin comment dari orang yg baca post terakhir saya ini? yah smoga guna untuk hibur hati saya... om momod.. boleh yah... tolong hidup saya mungkin gk lama lg... gak mungkin jg saya transpalasi ginjal.. krn saya bukan orang yg memiliki materi memadai.. fonis dari RS... 2014

gw bahagia krn penderitaan gw cpt berakhir.. huyuh.. alkisah seseorang yg terlalu mencintai seseorang yg dy sayang memang tragis.. ahuahuahua
at least i just can say.. i still love her..


tolong all.. comment apaa aja.. mw gw bodoh kek ato apa kek.. terserah kalian...