Di tepi sungai,
dimana air mengalir entah dimana ujungnya,
kurebahkan diriku di rerumputan hijau
menikmati hembusan angin, membiarkan anganku melayang

Dalam doa yang seakan tak terjawab,
kuselami arti harapan
dalam asa yg seakan hilang,
Jiwaku menembus batas, meraih makna

Tak ada lagi air mata kesedihan,
lenyap sudah keinginanku mencari jawaban
yg hadir bersamaku hanyalah alunan sang alam
hadirkan kedamaian dalam harmoni nada dan warna


Waking up in the morning,
and to realize, that all smile r just a dream
how i wish to never wake up
but again, shadow vanishes in the presence of reality

No reason to smile, all that remains is this falling tears
remembering the sweetness of a memory
The warm sunshine which caresses my face
is not as beautiful as yesterday

Spending all day alone in this room
This wet pillow is my only friend
No reason to smile,
although the sunsets try its best to make me glimpse at it

And tonight is the coldest night of my lifetime
even the Moon hides behind the cloud, and the stars r stop sparkling
can't feel u, no more
can't touch u, no more
And my heart says, 'No reason to smile'

But so faintly I can hear
the whisper of the gentle wind
so peaceful like it's singing

Time will heal even the worst pain
it's fine for u to cry this whole day
to give the next day or the day after
the brightest smile I will ever see.

*For my good friend, Sarah Kelsey, whom I never tell about anything but seems to understand me the most, the first person who asked me to share everything in my hardest time.
Life is just so beautiful for me, now that I finally realize about it, and to know that I have many nice friends like u, that makes my days perfect. I hope the same thing goes for u, life will never be easy, but we can choose to be happy.*

21 April 2011
Listening to -Ballad ~Namonaki Koi No Uta~ Alan-