Heaven's Life. . .

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if i neva get in touch with DotA..
will my life be better ? or even worse ?

somehow i regret all of this..

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yeah..
another lie from me,,

what a pathetic friend am i

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bot clan akhirnya jadi setelah sekian lama direncanakan..


berapa lamakah bisa bertahan ?

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new 1..

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3 days to my 17th birthday..

hopefully i can hold a party..

and at least get some birthday greeting from her

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less than 24 hours to go

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ting tong..
18-9-2011

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gag kerasa..
sudah setaun juga..
ntah kenapa..
segalanya berlalu begitu cpat sejak hari itu..

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Feeling Uneasy all the time..
at school,, at home even while playing dota..

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"it's not love that ruins me..
it's the loss of you the only one i can share anything,,
which ruined my life"

am i really thinking of that ?

is this kind of life i had now isn't enough?

still can't answer that by myself..


but if i could,i would turn back the time..
the time while we're still together..

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getting more confused..
dont know what the right thing to do..
which 1 should i sacrifice ?

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rank 9 @ 84,9

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start to have a feeling to her..
huft..
but i can't tell her anything..

i just want to enjoy this moment.
:huft

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last year we're the ones that bound them together..
10 days after that we broke up..
10 months after that they broke up..

and now i started to have feeling for her..
but i promised you to be the last one for me..

=((

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it's been a year since our 1st date..
=((