In the morning I awake,
I find a message from my dear
and I move my fingers on my blackberry
to text her and say 'I love u too'
A faint whisper tells me, almost can't be heard,
'no, u don't'
but I don't care
Going for a walk with friends,
playing happily at a game center
they say I'm good, and another ball hops into the ring
I smile and say 'I'm happy I have nice friends'
but I hear somebody tells me 'u don't seem that happy to me'
I look everywhere, but I just can't find who says it
I go on throwing the balls, 'Nope, I never lie.'
Watching a movie alone at the cinema
at the end I tell myself,
'Love is always beautiful'
then I read a footage from a trailer
'u lie all the time, only in ur dream u reveal ur true self'
I just pretend not to read it.
My dear picks me up to enjoy fresh air at a park
then we sit on a sturdy wooden bench
'Please, never leave me alone'
And a leaf is falling from a tree, as if it says
'whom do u talk to? someone far away?'
I reply 'to the one beside me'
the yellowish leaf hits the ground, and say nothing more
Evening came and I finish enjoying the sunsets
I say, 'if we can see this beauty everyday, if i can hold ur hands forever...'
'Do u mean it?' My dear asks me
And I smile
Don't forget to go online once u reach home,
I miss u every second of my life.
Together we'll dance, playing our favorite game
I have so many good songs, let me sing them for u when I call.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a voice comes 'to whom do u sing for?'
I reply, 'It's none of ur business.'
Night comes, and my head is ready to hit my pillow
I go to bed, and close my eyes.
The last words I remember before I sleep is,
'u lie all the time, only in ur dream u reveal ur true self'
This time when nobody else is around, I can't deny it anymore
and I say before I sleep, 'the only thing real on me is when I dream about a memory.'
The hardest part is not when u were leaving, what hurts the most is that I must go on living without u.
[For One Reason, Every Vow Endlessly Remains]
and my reason is because I love u until the end of time.
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