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Hii All
I'd Liike to iNtroduce Myself

Name : Christian Aka GuiGui
Place Of Birth : Tanjung Balai Karimun
Date Of Birth : 18-12-1993
Gender : Male

Im Sharing My Story Wif U ~
I Believe Through Tis Page You Can Know More About Me .
So What Are U Guys Waiting for ?

27-10-2011
She left me without saying anything
I texted nd I called her but she just ignore my call on purpose
idk what to do .
what am i supposed to do ??
What to do now my heart is Shattered ?
please call me back

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28-10-2011
well , she finally txted me back nd said im sorry . i just cant control myself
i shouldn't be like tis , pls forgive me okay .
I promise you now you won't ever be lonely .
trust me okay ?
nd i texted her back i asked her What's exactly happened
You shouldn't have done that , J**
well , J** you hav to know . No matter what happens I'll always be with you
U just need to believe .
J** , Promise me you'll never leave me
And .. She Said ..I Promise You That

So Hell yeah
Im So Happy Today

Here are two reasons why i am so happy today
-I walked her home hand in hand tonite nd she ..Kissed me
-My Dad gave me his camera

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29-10-2011 ( Complicated Teen Love )
So we broke up today
We are friends again and hell yeah she is dating my worst enemy .
I dont know why, but it doesnt piss me off. In fact she REALLY likes him .
So what can i do ?
Should i keep waiting ?
I think i have to be realistic
I'm so tired of dating already , i give up
Thanks for your love , I will try to forget you
I Wish You Happiness


Bored nd fed-up im might write later

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30-10-2011 ( Happy Brightful Sunday )
yawnn* Finally It's Sunday
Me nd Ven are gonna Go to Lily Home
Well im gonna put tht out of my mind cuz whenever i have somethin exciting coming up my mind Always starts thinking negatively .




So Guys

if u got a problem . try to solve it
If I'm able to do it, you can too
Just keep on walking*

Well i guess thats all i have to say for Today
I'll write more tomorrow

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31-10-2011 ( Hate This Feeling )
You know what ?? Im not bothered about anything anymore .
I honestly dont know whats the matter with me any more im just giving up on "Everything" i mean whats the point of "Anything" anymore?
Its unreal how sad i feel

Well honestly , I feel so lonely without her .
I get so sad thinking of how much I want to be with Her , It's just hard sometimes to be without Her .
*Sigh .

Well , I think i've wrote enough

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01-11-2011 ( Scared nd Nervous )
Well , Just like what Landy said , "effort doesn't betray you. If it ever does, it just means that I didn't put enough effort into it."
But Im Pretty sure that i can accomplish it .
I just have to get over this
i could set up plans and hang out with people, but truthfully i dont want to
I have been having some weird dreams lately.
So hell yeah , I am going to sleep now nd Im sure I'll have a good dream tonite

I have had no time to do anything lately including writing this

I love how unlucky I am
Really. I do

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02-11-2011 ( Today Was Amazing )
Today was pretty good .. hung out with my Gf , we went to mall tgt
We're up , We're down .
I get to tell her that I don't know if I can keep seeing her weekly, at least not right now
But somehow I need to convince my head this obvious fact.

No plan for tomorrow, what will it bring?

I'll write more soon

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03-11-2011 ( Please be my Fiancee )
I wanna live with her one day. Marry her and have children too!!! , I can't wait for my future .
Cuz being a Programmer who has an amazing wife would be awesome .
Shes completely insane,but i love her .. She makes me feel so immature
She treats me how i want to be treated
All I want is to be happy, I want to be able to enjoy the things going on around me.

I speak my mind, if you dont like it, Stop reading

Currently Listening To: 林俊杰- 冻结

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04-11-2011 ( I Feel Gooooood )
It's a great day. It's a great time. Just the holiday work needs to be settled.
This diary is another getaway.
maybe instead of writing a diary online (forum) , I can write a story. A story would be great.
Yes, I think I'll be working on that idea.


Till then, keep smiling. Be happy. Love, and keep loving like you've never been hurt in love.

* God, why am I a lousy person who needs so much love? *

Currently Listening To : 羅志祥 - 獨一無二

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05-11-2011 ( Life Is Confusing Sometimes )
I just wish i could wave a magic wand and make myself appear the way I want to look. But life doesn't work that way.
Soo ummm .. Life is going good now let's see how long it last lol .

Im so tired today
I guess i will end the entry here .

Currently Listening To :羅志祥 ft Cyndi - 陪我到以後

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06-11-2011 ( L o S † )
Did i ever mention i am a little insecure i am always worrying wat people with think of me
Well , obviously i have a lot on my mind right now .
I guess i am somewhat of a deep thinker .. i just sit and think about everything..
im thinking i like have a conversation in my head a little bit.. idk if anyone else does this but i just think i'll keep it private.



Currently Listening To : 林俊傑 - 殺手

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07-11-2011 ( FmL )
I'm home now. My backs kinda hurting. My sister's watching T.V right now .
Not much happened today. In fact, not much is happening in my life...it's kinda odd...different...I feel really guilty though...cuz it's kinda boring...I know ..
It's hard to explain , I don't know... I don't know anything anymore .
Is there even a way to fix it? Is there nothing at all that I can do?

I'm stuck in a world I don't belong in, And I don't know how to get out.
But the real question that I have, Is whether I want to or not.

Sigh*
Well, goodbye for now

P.S. Don't forget to smile

Currently Listening To : 林宇中 - 主题曲

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08-11-2011 ( I Did Lose My Chance )
I lost my chance once again....
Wat the hell is wrong with me ??? Why don't I just accept it, and go for it? Why do I stop and ask all these questions ?
I just wish that I brought up enough courage to do it .
Ah man .. forget it



BREAKING NEWS : She is beautiful. She is nice. She is sweet. She is Perfect
I missed telling her what's really on my mind. I missed hugging her. I missed listening to her. I missed her completely.

Currently Listening To : 5566 - 傳說

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09-11-2011 ( Amazing Night )
I went to Zhi Ruo Birthday Party .Well it was quite enjoyable though ..
She looks like a Princess
So Elegant nd Beautiful
But hey, I've officially gone crazy obsessed !!!

I almost forgot!! Um..Er... Who is the most attractive person you can think of right now ? aha ?
Next question : Who knows you best?
Got the answer yet ?? She's your princess *

Currently Listening To : 周华健 - 爱相随

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10-11-2011 ( Change is good ? I dont think so )
Something is changing, and I can feel it.
I don't know what it is yet, but friendships are being left behind, new ones are emerging, and i am ......not the same
I feel sort of weird seeing myself in all of those situations, surrounded by people I pass in the halls without a mere glance. How can people leave so quickly ??
I need to get used to it, instead of constantly complaining on here. People will walk in and out of your life, and you have to just accept that. But can I?
Doesn't seem like it. It seems so fake nd so short lived.

Aah.
But, I think i'm the one that's changing. For better or worse, i'm not sure. I'm not the audience, i'll never know.

I wish the friends I made at the start could all still be here, unchanged , loyal , friendly , welcoming, happy.




Currently Listening To : 心爱-金学峰