My Heart ^o^

[BecKaX]

Puisi itu waktu gw buat masih SMP 3 - SMA 1 dimana buat 1st love gw T_T

Yang skrg entah kemana

BRB nambahin lagi ah

[BecKaX]

~ Kisah Sebuah Hati ~
by BecKaX

Ketika sebongkah es membungkus jantung
Sebutir bintang memancarkan sinar
Mengalirkan panas
Mencairkan hati yang sekian lama beku
Menghidupkan jiwa yang sekian lama mati

Nyala bintang semakin terang
Pintu hati telah dibuka
Ajak bintang menari di angkasa
Awan langit pun terusir
Kilau hati dan bintang kian mempesona

Tibalah kini di ujung pagi
Bintang pun harus pergi
meninggalkan hati
Haruskah hati mati dan membeku lagi .........

[BecKaX]

~ Ketika Cinta Kau Dustai ~
by BecKaX

Lebih dari sekedar hati..
Yang tlah kuberikan padamu..
Sekeranjang kasih dan sayang untukmu...
Namun tak mebuat kamu sadari...

Apa yg harus kuberikan lagi padamu...
Untuk membuatmu mengerti makna cinta..
Mengapa cinta kau dustai..

Berpaling dari keyakinan dan hati nuranimu..
Kekasihku.. dustamu tlah menghambarkan kasih sayang kita..
Dustamu telah menyakiti sepotong hati yg mekar
Menggugurkan helai demi helai kepercayaan..

[BecKaX]

~ Ketika Cinta Tak Sempat Terungkap ~
by BecKaX

Ada waktu dimana kita terdiam..
Menangisi cinta dan coba memahami..
Apa yang dimaksud memiliki..
Ketika cinta telah terlontar dari hati..

Ada waktu dimana kita menangis..
Terdiam dan nikmati
Apa yg kita pikirkan.,.
Ketika cinta tlah lari dari kenyataan
Ketika air mata menetesi semua pengorbanan...

Dimana perasaanku..
Meninggalkanmu.. dengan luka hati..
Mengabaikanmu seolah tak berarti..
Padahal..
Aku disini..
Dalam kemunafikan.. dalam ego diri..

Maafkan..aku..
Karena tak sempat ucapkan cinta..
Maafkan aku...
Karena hanya menambah penderitaanmu..
Sungguh..
Hatiku.. ingin mendekapmu..

Ketika cinta tak sempat terucap..
Kumohon satu kali saja..
Kamu yang kan mengucapkannya..

Tolong ucapkan..
Kamu cinta padaku..

[BecKaX]

~ Tuluskah Sayangmu? ~
by BecKaX

Kutemukan dirimu
Disaat kuterpuruk
Buatku kuat
Tuk jalani hidup

Tapi satu pertanyaan
Yang ingin kutanyakan
kepada dirimu
Yang aku sayangi

Tuluskah rasa sayang yang kauberi?

Karna aku tak mau
Rasa sayangku yang tulus ini
Dinodai olehmu

[BecKaX]

~ Lautan Kata ~
by BecKaX

Engkau adalah lautan aksara yang tak bisa kurangkai dengan sederhana

Engkau adalah lautan kata yang tak bisa kukata dengan hati terbuka

Engkau adalah lautan makna yang tak bisa kucerna dengan sekali warna

Engkau adakah lautan sunyi yang tak bisa kutembus walau dengan rindu menghunus

Engkau adalah lautan mimpi yang tak bisa kubeli walau kugadai hati

Engkau adalah lautan yang tak kumengerti

[BecKaX]

~ Hingga Kau Hentikan ~
by BecKaX

Jantung dan pikiran saling berlari kencang
Secepat angin yang berhembus dari selatan ke utara
Satu nyawa tengah dilanda resah

Daun kembali menari bimbang
Seperti rindu yang tak pernah berhenti mendera
Melebihi bunyi sirine kemarin….
Sekarang kau tengah mengukur jarak denganku

Angin semakin mendesah kencang dalam hembud derai gerimis
Hingga kau hentikan langkahku kini…

[BecKaX]

~ Bintang Malam ~
by BecKaX

Bintang malam hadirkan bahagia dihati yang lama terdiam

Bintang malam menjadi saksi cinta kita yang lama terpendam

Bintang malam berikan cahaya indahmu ‘tuk terangi gelap malamku

Dewi malam berikan sebuah harapan tuk kucoba luluhkan hatimu

Entah mengapa ku harus merelakanmu

Walau berat rasanya semua berakhir

Takkan lagi pernah kucoba untuk melepaskan

Kekasih yang selama ini mengertikan aku

Takkan lagi pernah kuragukan setiamu

Yang selama ini kau beri kepadaku

[BecKaX]

~ Cinta Tak Harus Memiliki ~
by BecKaX

cinta adalah air mata:
air mata kesedihan,
air mata kebahagiaan

namun,
cinta itu telah cukup untuk cinta itu sendiri

cinta tak harus memiliki

meski air mata kebahagiaan mengawali namun…
air mata kesedihanlah yang mengakhiri…

jodoh hanyalah sepenggal omong kosong,
fiktif tanpa kebenaran,
halusinasi belaka

[BecKaX]

~ TRUE FRIENDSHIP ~
by BecKaX

With you, it's all about voiceless communication-
always knowing exactly what to say,
but never actually having to say it.

When no one seems to be listening,
you hear.
When I hurt but don't show it,
you know.
When I turn away to hide my tears,
you see.
When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,
you understand.

Your eyes glow just for me,
and I know you're proud.
You flash your magical, healing smile my way,
and I know everything will be all right.

You know everything there is to know about me.
You know what worries me,
what keeps me up at night,
and what shames me so badly
that I can't share it with anyone.
Most importantly, though,
none of those things bother you.

You've restored my faith in people
and proved that there is a thing
called true friendship.

[BecKaX]

~ FOREVER FRIEND ~
by BecKaX

Sometimes in life
you find a special friend
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is Forever Friendship.

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirit
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk away,
your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,
your forever friend guides you
and cheers you on.

Your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

[BecKaX]

~ Thinking Of YOU ~
by BecKaX

When I open my eyes
to see the sun rise
I think of you.

When I hear a robin sing
on the first day of spring
I think of you.

When I see a red rose
on the bush where it grows
I think of you.

When I feel the summer heat
on the sand beneath my feet
I think of you.

When I sit on a beach
another world just out of reach
I think of you.
When I see the colored leaves
fall to the ground from a light breeze
I think of you.
When I look to the night sky
and see the sparkle like in your eyes
I think of you.

When the snow is coming down
to softly blanket the ground
I think of you.

When I go to bed at night
as I turn out the light
I think of you.
When I'm old and near death
and I draw my last breath
I'll think of you.

[BecKaX]

~ I Miss You ~
by BecKaX

Though you are not here
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so
I miss telling you everything
I miss showing you things
I miss our eyes
secretly giving each other confidence
I miss your touch
I miss our excitement together
I miss everything we share
I don't like missing you
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling
I wish that I could be
with you right now
where the warmth of our love
would melt the winter snows
But since I can't be
with you right now
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again

[BecKaX]

~ I will be Here ~
by BecKaX

If in the morning when you wake,
If the sun does not appear,
I will be here.
If in the dark we lose sight of love,
Hold my hand and have no fear,
I will be here.

I will be here,
When you feel like being quiet.
Through the winning, losing, and trying,
we'll be together, And I will be here.

If in the morning when you wake,
If the future is unclear,
I will be here.
I will be true to the promises I've made,
To you and to the one who gave you to me.
I will be here.

[BecKaX]

~ Dreaming of You ~
by BecKaX

I lay in bed on a dark,
stormy night
I drift off to sleep, my mind
takes flight
I dream of places far
and near
I wish you could be here.
I hear your voice and
see your smile
I wish it would last
little while
I sometimes wonder if
you ever knew...
That I lay in my bed,
dreaming of you.