hufh...
des kmaren genap 3 th aQ sayang ma X (nama dirahasiakan..XP)...
genap 3 th gk ada harepan...
ko, how could u do this 2 me?
11 DES 3 th yg lalu, aq knal ma 1 cowo di grj..
his name is "X"..
right, we know each other just bcz a thing that called "APPLE JUICE" di RO..

after a few talk about this "APPLE JUICE" thing, he asked me..
after that, tukeran no hp~
bwad ngabarin maen brgna kapan..@_@
n bcz he give his phone number first, i must send him a msg..
n, pas br aja sampe di TP..
---incomming call---
--------ko X-------
WOGH!!! ngapain org ni telp..@_@
ya pkok'na itu hari pertama kenal..
hari" lanjudd seperti byasa..
bedanya, ada sum1 yg merhatiin aQ..
yg nelp" aQ n nemenin aQ..
lama2 ya kecantol jg..@_@
ok, he's my first love...
dammit!
setelah qu inged2 kata2nya pas ntu yg aq ndiri gk tll denger, kekna dy ada ngumin 'pacar'2..
n di smsan jg ada blg "huhu..lg sakid..tp gk taw ini cewku kmana..."
ARGHH!!! saia kecantol ma cow orgg!! 
HOW STUPIDD!!!
bbrp hari kmudian..
ditengah2 pembicaraan..
WHADDD???!!! HOW COULD u SAY THIS 2 MEE!!!! T_______T
AAAAAAAA!!!!! I HATE U, KOOOO!!!!!!!!!! hiks... for the first time, my heart break..T_____T
ya gtu lah smuwa itu berlangsung...
damn...
it's hurt...
totally hurt...
dan setelah saia mengetahui kenyataannya..
pas aQ knal dy, sampe dy blg dy sayang ma aq, ternyata hubunganx ma pcrx tu lg renggang...
DAMN!!
saia dipermaenkan!!
Ko, jadi slama ini km cm manfaatin aQ tok??!!
AAARGGHH!!
u're a jerk, ko..
totally!!
yah, smuwa sudah terjadi..
gk bisa diulang..
aq ngrasa aq ni cew terbodoh di dunia...
isa percaya ma dy...
hiks..
n itu berlangsung sampe desember kmaren...
hati bodohku ini gk mao nglupain dy..
qu bener2 sayang ma dy..
biarpun dy dh gtuin aQ..
i'm so stupid..
but what i can do is NOTHING..
but however..
he's the one who taught me a feeling that called TRUE LOVE...
ya sudahlah..
masa lalu biarlah berlalu..
qu isa lupain dy berkad sum1 yg buad aQ tertarik skrg..
yea, just like what u guys thought...
aLfyn...
dunno why..
dia tu dingin bgt..
cuek bgt..
es aja kalah dingin ma dy..
n galakkk bangedhhh...
gampang emosi...
qu gk ngerti napa qu ska ma dy..
mungkin sifatnya yg mao nerima apa adanya itu yg bikin qu sk ma dy..
but..
i think, he didn't love me...

what should i do?
hufh....
apa aku harus mempersiapkan diri n hati bwad kehilangan org yg aq sayangi untuk ke 2 kalinya?

apa aku harus ngrasain rasa sakit yg sama itu lg...?
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